I feel disillusioned. I think that's what you call this ( Read more... )

A little bit ago, not right now, but a little bit ago I said to myself that I am going to have trouble with this situation. I do not know if I am going to be able to handle it. I have just been so set in my ways that change, even change for the better, is something so foreign to me on this spectrum right now that I do not know how I will react ( Read more... )

I remember when I told Anthony, "Surely, surely! there cannot be a third one of them out there!" So, it turns out I was wrong. Sort of.

I have a serious problem. Surely knowledge of it, if spread throughout the community, will bring down the infrastructure of local society. Surely knowledge of it will destroy any credibility and reputation I have in my position. Surely knowledge of it will bring sheer terror and confusion to all of campus. Surely knowledge of it will cause the ( Read more... )

I stuck myself with the same sewing needle from three and a half years ago. It's like recurring symbolism or something.

Maybe I should go disinfect that needle.

Sometimes I really like having people fight my battles for me while I stand by and watch.

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Oh, and a correction to my entry on Patty's hair and the Family. The correct pronoun for the person is "he" and the correct slur to scream before biting into his shoulder is BASTARD.

oops.

I had a plan. A plan that today was the last day to execute. Thanks to a genocidal egotist that plan failed.

I haven't been in the best of moods lately. I do not know what the cause of it is. I'm enjoying the lack of car, I slept fine last night, but it's just that...

I don't think I could come up with an answer to any of the Four Questions. I couldn't even answer number two anymore. And number four scares me now.

I said many things tonight, this foredawn, which I have wanted to say for a very long time but never had the opportunity.

I think the only thing I would have added was qualifying my doubly stated phrase to julio with "internally, for the better."

Oh, and I am once again a 2w1